I'm not sure how to explain what is going on inside me. I was crushed when Esna told me he had another. I won't lie about that. How I could find someone again and so quickly baffles me a bit. I am still a bit on edge, but it does feel right in some ways. I haven't been treated like this before. So gentle and so respected. I'm used to being taken, used, and thrown aside.
We walked in the gardens next to The Broken Piano. We kissed under the stars. It was like a dream.
I worry I'm letting myself get attached too quickly. The wall is still up, but I can feel it crumbling. I hope I do not get hurt this time.
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